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Wednesday, September 22, 2004


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Monday, September 20, 2004

second year anniversary!

ehehehe yeaps today is the second day after our second year anniversary! yay!

after we reach kl and sent lingling home.. i went to one utama with jay to wash car.. so we sent the car to wash and went to walk around one utama.. after one hour we went back to eneos (the place where the car was sent to wash) only to found out the car is still as dirty as before.. so i told the lady i have to leave.. she said the car was about to be send to wash.. but i didnt want to wait cos i have to go home to fetch my siblings and lingling to dinner.. yeaps lingling spent me dinner.. where? tell you later man.. ahahaha so i sent jay home and went home straight using NKVE.. it was raining somemore.. but somehow the weather looks really cooling to me.. love it.. ahahaha

reached home half and hour after that and changed.. it too me another half an hour to reach linglings house.. again.. it was raining with lightning.. but the weather looks real good.. ahahaha but i was too excited to see lingling so i stepped on the pedal to reach faster.. lingling wore all white! ehehehe i was wearing this red collar shirt and khakis pants.. with white shoe :) linglings shoe was white too.. but a bit the high.. ehehe cos high heel shoe.. and she wants our anniversary to look good *hugs*

we went to sg. wang to take sticker pictures! ahahaha its been quite sometime since the last time we took those.. it was fun.. there were 3 cameras located vertically at each other.. and they are known as camera 1, 2 and 3.. ehehehe 1 for the highest position, 2 for center position and 3 for lowest position.. we took 1 and 2 most of all.. a bit of the 3.. eehhee it was so fun.. we smiled and laughed to the camera like little kids.. ekekeke we even did scary face! ekekeke seeing lingling laughing makes me feel so happy.. oh did i mention? it was quite tiring too! ahahaha it took quite sometime to develop those pictures.. but we look nice.. lingling look so pretty.. her eyes were so so big! not to mention her smile.. so sweet.. ekekkee and lingling said i look cute and handsome? ahahaha *blush*

after sending sis off to her friends house in ampang which was kinda adventurous cos its a bit the hard to find the place.. but we managed to find it.. ahhahhaa lingling and i make quite a team you know.. then we went to tamarinds hill for dinner located somewhere in ampang also.. it was so nice.. and i only found the place to be familiar after reaching there.. cos simon (my cousin) brought me there before.. not for dinner but to wait for another friend to finish working.. the environment is very fresh.. cos there are lotsa trees around.. very nicely made.. ehehe love the feeling.. the food? simply delicious.. but well maybe its extra delicious cos lingling was there and its our anniversary.. my brother was there too.. lamp-post.. ahahaha then we took some pictures around.. and we had kevin (my brother) as the cameraman.. muahahahaa

then we went for movie at klcc.. no movies to watch.. ended up watching princess diaries 2.. kinda bored.. i thought kevin liked it.. mana tau he fell asleep.. kids falling asleep to this movie?! you know how bored it is.. ehehehe..

then we went to fetch me sister at atmosphere.. and went home straight after that.. lingling gave me 2 presents and a card.. i didnt buy her anything.. i felt really stupid and made lingling cried.. so sorry lingling.. baybee will give surprise to lingling this coming saturday kay? baybee promise *hugs* whats up this saturday? *yay!* its linglings birthday! ehehehe its your birthday its your birthday~ *baybee bobs head to imaginary beats* ekekeke familiar leh.. muahhahhaaa its copyrighted by lingling cos she said it first :)

lingling imported one pair of fcuk long sleeve shirt.. it says fcuk down under.. muahahaha very nice words :) thank you lingling.. she even gave me 4 small bottles labelling L O V E each.. ehehe very impressed.. there are even capsules in each of the bottles! lagi impressed.. guess whats in the capsules? cannot tell.. but it impressed me MORE ekekeke.. thank you so much lingling.. oh yeah lingling wrote something in the card.. it made me produce tears muahahaha i love you *hugs*

malacca trip

well this is my second time re-blogging.. server down.. forgot to copy.. argh..

hmm where should i start.. yeaps last friday me, lingling, jay and fayes went down to malacca for our friends birthday, kenny. its his 21st birthday and this year he celebrated somewhere near the beach.. last year we went but only the 3 of us, me, lingling and jay.. he celebrated somewhere near the beach this year.. i couldnt recall the name of the place.. but this years beach resort is called klembang something.. ahaahaa paiseh..

it took 2 hours to reach malacca from kl.. kenny waited for us outside jaya jusco and lead us to his girlfriends house.. we rested there for a while before leaving to the beach.. muahahhaa it was kinda hot cos the sun just went back to sleep :) lingling and i took some pictures together in a mini playground and took some too with jay and fayes.. we even posted funny faces! ahahaha will post up some of the pictures taken in malacca soon after i transfer them into my pc..

the food was good.. i ate a lot.. both meehoon and rice together with some other dishes.. very full.. ahahaha we were forced to drink beer with kenny.. me and fayes acted as if we were drinking but in the end.. we drank.. i even drank a bit cos its kennys 21st birthday.. a toast for the birthday boy!

soon after that we took a rest in the complimentary room provided by the beach resort.. it was small.. with 2 single beds.. but enough to fit all 4 of us.. and mosquitoes were everywhere!
i played with my pda for a while.. taking videos of fayes then jay.. and later after that all of us jumped on the bed dancing and doing funny faces! ahaha lingling took our videos when all 3 of us jumped and danced and even act as retarded kids trying to dance.. it was fun AND tiring! ekekeke lingling laughed til so cute.. i think she couldnt breathe for a period of time.. eehehe laughed too hard..

me and lingling walked to the counter for aerosol and sprayed some to every edge of the room before going out for supper with kenny.. the aerosols smells okay though.. can see all the mosquitoes escaping through the windows.. but i chased and sprayed eheheehe..
the cafe kenny brought us to is called friends cafe.. overall the environment is okay and the food is okay too.. but the people in it were extremely NOISY! ahahaha this bunch of guys and girls next to our table made so much noise playing cards.. beh tahan man.. never seen people as noisy as them in kl though.. malacca? first time.. ehehee

we had to rush back the next day cos its our second year anniversary.. fayes stayed back cos he have to go to his friends cafe opening.. kenny will only be back to kl on monday.. and jay followed us back.. the whole trip was fun but a bit the tired cos well it aint easy concentrating on the road when you feel like sleeping! ehehe luckily lingling was there to keep me awake.. and yeaps the trip wouldnt be as much fun without you there! really glad we went to this road trip ling *hugs*

Thursday, September 16, 2004

cant wait i cant wait!

today me and lingling went to this ramen shop in pyramid.. always doubt if its nice or not.. cos eversince they opened that shop.. dont really see many people eating in there.. but then.. after lingling withdraw her money from the atm machine.. i told her to eat there.. ehehehe off we go.. they greeted us with japanese language.. felt funny ehehe.. nice manners though.. part of business..

i ordered this ramen with chicken cos it look so nice in the menu.. spicy ramen with chicken.. then lingling ordered seafood fried rice.. nice environment i'd say.. and well.. the food is nice too.. although the fried rice look small.. its kinda big you know.. you guys ought to try it out.. lingling couldnt finish her food.. ehehehe in the end i finished it up cos i was sooo hungry.. my ramen tasted good too! erm standard pricing like kim gary :)

made a good motto today.. for my arcade gaming activities - 'how hard is that, practise makes perfect!'

came up with this when i was chatting with stuart (he's damn good in mvc2 man) and i was like heck.. it rhymes too! ahahaha very nice motto.. in fact it doesnt only apply on gaming.. it applies on everything we do.. studies.. yadda yadda etc.. so people please.. practise makes perfect kay..

oooooh i cant wait tomorrow will be another road trip for me and lingling.. we are going down malacca! friends 21st birthday party.. ehehehe we are going to relax ourselves out and be away from kl for one night.. THEN.. ahahaha this is lagi fun.. ITS OUR SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY! ekekekee another 14 minutes to 12am.. i bet im gonna reach lingling on the phone first.. cos im waiting! ahahaha well i bet she is too.. so we'll see who can dial faster :) THEN next SATURDAY.. will be linglings birthday eve.. ehehehe cant wait too! cant wait! muahahahaa


Tuesday, September 14, 2004

haih..

this is really stoning man.. and it proves that one cannot be working when they are sleepy.. before taking my nap today i wrote something of linglings car.. then only i found out its not posted! shitzzzz.. anyway heres what i wrote..

"after reaching college around 12 plus.. lingling called.. and asked where i am.. well to tell you the truth.. i was in college already when lingling called.. and parked my car too.. but told her i havent reach yet cos wanted to write her something and put on her car.. saw her car somewhere in the parking lot and had this urge of writing her stuff and putting it on her windscreen.. ehehehe.. mana tau she called.. oh yeah linglings car had some problems too! she said the battery lights came out.. so i thought must be the car water or something.. cos i smoked my car last time muahahaa.. then deni took her carpark and checked her car.. that was when lingling actually thought someone gave her assignment 1 paper?! ahahaha i couldnt find any paper so i took some of my scrap papers from last semester with assignment 1 on it at the back ekekeeke.. lingling look so happy! *hugs* you so cute ehehe"


what a day..

as usual i woke up 0638 this morning and started my daily routine sending siblings to class.. then headed home and yeah didnt sleep.. instead cleaned my car.. it looks really shiny.. ehehehe soon after that went online and composed a song.. dont know what title yet.. but i think it still need to be touch-up..

went to only one class today and started rushing for assignment with deni.. outcome for it today is erm.. can say almost done.. now we have to do the editing.. everything is like so sudden nowadays.. semester cut short.. assignments due dates coming soon and yeah whole lotsa assignments yet to be done.. this is only one of them..

guess what happened besides all these.. i had stomach ache.. very very pain.. dont know why.. couldnt be having food poisoning cos if i did *touchwood* i wouldnt be here blogging.. had lunch really late.. at 4? yeah at approximately around 1600 international time.. had this nissin noodle hot and spicy soup.. not too bad.. wonder why they call it nissin instead of maggie.. it looks the same to me.. and taste the same too..

well i hope there will be more inspirations on their way to my brains cos i need to write more songs.. preferably good ones.. eheheh wish me luck :) alright time to get some sleep.. a nap i mean.. eyes are closing.. good night!

Monday, September 13, 2004

malaysian idol

i just got to know nikki, saiful and jac were in the bottom 3.. JAC? like what paul moss always say.. im gonna make myself very unpopular here.. yeah im gonna voice out my opinion here.. WHY JAC? what is wrong with malaysians.. what im about to say here have no offence to anyone.. they're just my opinions.. so dont get me wrong..

its kinda sad to know the whole system is the other way round from the beginning.. letting voters decide who to win in a singing competition than judges.. see the difference here? JUDGES and VOTERS.. since when VOTERS are involved in singing competition? JUDGES existence in a singing competition is to judge the best out of the rest based on their experiences and knowledge in singing and performing.. thats the main reason why they are judging..

VOTERS? as far as i know.. everyone with a mobile phone and sms function and of course.. money to spend on smses.. can vote.. people who dont know how to judge and know how to judge of others singing talents are allowed to vote.. is that really fair? instead of experienced judges decide on who to win a singing competition, voters are deciding right now.. how fair is that? for example.. what happened in the result show of MI tonight was really shocking.. JAC is a great singer.. she can sing almost every type of songs and delivering them out without any problems.. what can you ask for more in a singer like her? and all she get is to be in the bottom 3? what happened to malaysians? dont they know how to judge? this seriously pisses me off man.. and if you were to ask me this question.. whether i voted for her or anyone in the competition or not.. i would answer you this.. what can i do to vote? even if i vote 10 times or more.. there will be voters out there who vote their cash off just to get whoever they like to be either staying in the competition or voted out.. what are the chances of having a good singer to stay in the competition when singing competition are being judged like this? very slim i would say..

oh this is too hard to handle.. my grammars and structures are flying around.. so to speak.. are singing competitions like this nowadays really fair? letting voters to vote for their champs.. is it really fair? and its like 'buying' the title instead of earning it..

Thursday, September 09, 2004

my windscreen is no longer shining..


this was caused by a small stone on the highway when i was driving only at 80 km/h yesterday.. heartache looking at the crack.. called up Toyota Service Center and asked for the price of windscreen replacement.. cost me RM700 plus.. there goes my budget for exterior planning of the car.. why on earth did that stone travel to my windscreen.. shouldve stayed on the road and not flying around hitting peoples windscreen.. hate stone nowadays.. hate them soo soo much..

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

car plate number discovery


i was driving home after class yesterday and came across this toyota harrier.. and i noticed its plate number is PDL15.. thats like POLIS! ahahaha bagus.. nice one there.. well if the car owner somehow happened to read it here.. i would like to say thats a very very cool car plate number there.. and the car is like black (from the picture) whoah.. adds more coolness to it :)

Monday, September 06, 2004

another monday morning..


car wash

woke up 0732 this morning.. thats early.. couldve slept longer.. yesterday had a hard time sleeping.. guess you too huh? sis woke me up asked me to send her to college.. dont feel like waking up though.. plus the traffic in subang is just too much.. too much to take early in the morning..

my car look really dirty.. so sent it to wash.. somewhere outside my house.. ahahaha and it cost me 5 bucks.. cheap or expensive? kinda clean la.. but still.. after i reach home.. i cleaned it again for the second time.. you know sometimes people tend to not complete their work.. completely :)

its 0904 now.. and its a monday morning.. gotta get myself prepared for class later in the afternoon.. oh yeah.. not to forget.. i need to burn down some of my demos for tonight.. hopefully if ive inspiration later i might just add in one more song.. see how things goes.. yeah see how things goes..

Sunday, September 05, 2004

*hugs*



lingling just sent me a picture of us.. taken in genting.. august 8th.. with flowers on our ears.. ekekeke me prince lingling princess :)

la la la~ ekekeke *hugs*


oooh lagi sakit..


heartsick looking at it kena pumped up..


this is the cause for my first time tyre puncture.. stupid screw


second time puncture.. aih

air loser..

you know its just so funny how it can happen.. its the second time of the month already.. my punctured tyre.. first time on the right side of the front four.. then now the left side of my back four.. shit.. those pictures below are PROOF! ahahaha stupid nails.. they are just everywhere on the road nowadays.. please drive carefully and avoid those bumpy roads.. i guess i got it there..

Saturday, September 04, 2004

torned in between love and guilt..

words spoken cannot be taken back,
hearts broken cannot be mended back,
i wish to one day turn back time,
and turn sleepless nights into sunshine..

love cannot be measured,
mistakes cannot be corrected,
but my love for you will never die,
no matter how long time passes by..

i wish to one day build,
a place to be alone,
because i'm torned,
in between love and guilt..

end of the road

as i walk along the isle,
through dark and stormy nights,
i couldn't find the smile,
i long to see.. all this while

raindrops starts falling on my head,
heartbeats faster than i've had,
where am i to the exact?
how do you live and forget?

is this the end of the road,
of which im walking to?
is this the end of the road,
i want to know..

tell me it ain't true..

Friday, September 03, 2004

take me to your heart..

ive been listening to this song repeatedly.. in case you dont know who sang it.. its sung by michael learns to rock.. but an english version of wen bie sung by jacky cheung.. very nice song.. wen bie is all about leaving.. saying goodbye.. correct me if im wrong.. cos i cant read mandarin words.. but english.. yeah you bet i can..

hiding from the rain and snow,
trying to forget but i wont let go,
looking at the crowded street,
listening to my own heartbeat..

very nicely written.. explains everything one feels in one worse.. this is the wonder of words formed by expressions and emotions.. listening to my own heartbeat.. how lonely can that be?


assignments..

i wonder who created assignments.. freaky.. its really freaky.. just when you have all these assignments to do.. you just wont have the mood to do them.. man it happens to me all the time.. im stuck right now.. yeah stuck real good.. great.. how am i supposed to finish all this in time.. im supposed to be in college now handing in this freaky assignment.. oh oh oh..

well i guess assignments are just pain in the ass.. pain in the ass real time