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Friday, June 23, 2006

It's Raining, I'm Blogging, Wonders..

The feeling of blogging when it's raining is really, again, indescribable. It's 2.34am now. I should be sleeping. But the raindrops outside my window makes me wonder. Sitting in front of my beautiful, clear LCD and listening to the PC's fans whirring.. makes me wonder even more. Plus, the wonders of Internet. Haha. Alright.

I feel that we should be feeling really glad that everything around us has changed so fast compared to the olden days. We don't have Internet. We don't have hi-technology stuffs. The rain is still the same. Only difference is that.. what we have back then is more natural, less complicated and well, happier. Not saying we're not happy now but it felt less natural, more complicated and erm.. artificial happiness? Haha. I'm just thinking. Don't shoot me.

Probably we should just get use to the surroundings around us. Everything seems to be drastically changing nowadays. Even humans, sometimes. It's hard for us to stay the same, somehow. I mean, maybe I'm changing, in a way, hopefully to a better person. I believe I can, haha. Sometimes people think too much, they forget who they are deep inside. Being suspicious can be good, but not too suspicious. Haha. What, am I trying to speak like a philosopher? Nah, I'd shop better at Philosophy than being a philosopher. Muahaha. My ulcer's killing me.

The rain will make me sleep better tonight. Goodnight.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Joke, Insult?

The time ticked itself as 12.48am. Wednesday 21st June 2006. Time flies. Okay, I didn't really thought of blogging until I read something online. You know, the feeling of reading something that triggers your mind way back to when it happened, really felt funny. A bit heartache too. Here's what happened.

We went to a radio interview way, way back then. Yeah yeah, eventually some questions came and we had to answer it. Pop, something came out of my mouth and seriously.. it was a joke! No kidding! Totally, just a joke. I admit that it was kinda rude letting it out but heck, I didn't mean it! I explained and well, although he gave me the feeling that he's not listening.. I thought deep down inside he did accepted my apologies, somehow.. All went well until 10 minutes ago. I felt disappointed.

Again, I stress it again. It was a joke. Didn't know it made it to the INSULT LIST. Come on. You can't put a joke and assume it's an insult, can you?

Oxford Dictionary says:

insult

• verb /insult/ speak to or treat with disrespect or abuse.

• noun /insult/ 1 an insulting remark or action. 2 a thing so worthless or contemptible as to be offensive: the pay offer is an absolute insult.


joke

• noun 1 a statement made or short story told in order to cause amusement. 2 a trick played for fun. 3 informal a ridiculously inadequate or inappropriate thing.

See the difference? If I purposely made a joke out of that, yeah I guess it was very wrong of me to say that. But I explained. It came out with no other intention. Honestly, I really thought you've gotten over it.

Don't mean to make a big fuss out of this but I think I deserve the right to speak for myself. Hope you understand :)

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Health Is Important and Interesting

It's a Tuesday and I've been sleeping a lot. Haha. If it's not because I've to fetch my bro from tuition. I'd be sleeping the whole day. SO I got up this morning and fetched bro home. Had some breakfast and watched The Avengers. Very nice cartoon :) It's a full one hour plus movie. Interesting. Until sis tuned into Starworld and even got myself into watching a very interesting show. The Oprah Winfrey Show. Today's topic is all about health. Here's something new I learnt from the show.

There are 2 types of poos. Poos mean shit. Waste. Things which comes out from your bowel, also known as 'dubur' in Malay. One of my favourite word to say. D-U-B-U-R. Nice. Okay. Here's the catch. One is known as the S-type. Curvy type. The other one is seperated types. Not curvy type. But rocky. Haha. Okay here's another way of describing it. The S-type poo wouldn't cause loud splashing sound when you release it to the toilet bowl. It will make a 'swooooosh' noise the minute it reaches the water surface, then to the bottom. Haha. Okay, the rocky type, however, makes a very loud 'tuuuumm' noise when it reaches the water surface. Now, which is good and which is bad? The S-type is good and the rocky type is bad. The S-type poo shows that you have good digestive system thus, creating a well formed poo from your digestion. This is healthy. The rocky type on the other hand, means the otherwise. Now, if you were to release poos that are rocky type. Drink more water and try going to the toilet at least once every fortnight. Going to the toilet only once a week is seriously, damaging.

The next thing about health which I have learned today is about cancer and high blood pressure. Okay. This is gonna be short. So finish reading this before going to the toilet hehe. Do you know that fruits with potasiums can fight high blood pressure? Fruits like banana, watermelon, baked potato with skins and avocado fights high blood pressure. The reason, simply because it contains potasium. Next, coffee. What do you guys think about coffee? It's mainly known as a drug. Muahaha BUT check this out. Coffee actually fights cancer, Alzheimer and Parkinson's disease! So, go Starbucks or Coffee Bean often! Keke.

Now there you go. Some interesting facts about health. They even recommended a book in the show. It's entitled, 'The You.. Owner's Manual' - It explains everything about our health. I'm gonna check that book out later. The cover is red in color. Hopefully the price is not too expensive. I bought this book yesterday. Way expensive for how it look like. It's entitled, 'Why do men have nipples' - interesting book with many true facts. I'll blog about it later. It answers questions like, How do people on wheelchairs make love?

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Different Stories. Comparisons. They SUCK

I hate listening to stories. From many sides. I hate not being there. And not seeing things with my own eyes. Seeing is believing. I was asked to compare stories. Okay, so I did. The outcome was, there is not reason for different parties to lie. So what answers do I get? It's really all about, whether I choose to believe it or not. Instead of getting explanations. So I came up to a conclusion myself. If I'm not there, I shouldn't ask so much.

I couldn't care anymore. Maybe it will be far better off not caring and worrying so much. I don't have a choice, do I?

I've had two most unforgettable and unwanted thing to happen and to go through today. It felt stupid. I should've just kept quiet instead of voicing it out. Curiousity kills the cat. It 'killed' me today.