Different Stories. Comparisons. They SUCK

I hate listening to stories. From many sides. I hate not being there. And not seeing things with my own eyes. Seeing is believing. I was asked to compare stories. Okay, so I did. The outcome was, there is not reason for different parties to lie. So what answers do I get? It's really all about, whether I choose to believe it or not. Instead of getting explanations. So I came up to a conclusion myself. If I'm not there, I shouldn't ask so much.

I couldn't care anymore. Maybe it will be far better off not caring and worrying so much. I don't have a choice, do I?

I've had two most unforgettable and unwanted thing to happen and to go through today. It felt stupid. I should've just kept quiet instead of voicing it out. Curiousity kills the cat. It 'killed' me today.