It's Not The Same Anymore

It just don't feel right,
I don't know what's right,
Things seems to change a lot,
I don't know when it's gonna stop.

There are things which I need to get used to nowadays. I know I can do it. Cos it's my turn to pour those efforts, which I should've done back then.

Pictures, Finally!

Here's a quick update of what happened few days back! Hehe. Pictures says a thousand words :)

988 guest DJ

Jazz song in the making :)

We both like the feel of this picture. Taken in RedBox

Kok Hong and Ling. Taken in RedBox

Ah Jeng and Ling. Taken in RedBox

Chin Hun and Ling. Taken in Redbox

Mata bengkak? Hehe

Always..

I may always change gadgets,
I may always want to change cars,
But I want you to always know,
I'll never change watches you gave..

It may not rhyme much,
It may not sound like a poem,
But I hope it represents,
A meaning deep inside..

Happy For That Someone

Too many things have changed,
Although it might seem to be the same,
Untold secrets are kept in vain,
It's just too hard to confess the pain.

Maybe the time has come,
Maybe it's just a test,
Maybe due to some reasons,
It's the only way for the best?

Everything seems to be half-hanging,
It's just like living a life-on-the-edge,
Hoping so much to be walking the right path,
Hoping so much to solve all these.

Oversea is a word of fear,
Yet, it is coming so near,
How would everyday become,
When a hand loses its' thumb.

Will things be somehow balanced?
Will the donkey be less burdened?
Those are just words to ryhme,
Tomorrow's a better day,
Things will be just fine..

Where'd You Go, I'd Miss You So..

'Where did it go?', I asked myself. I couldn't believe my eyes. It wasn't there. I searched for it again and again. It is no where to be seen. My heart started beating faster. The adrenaline rush in my body went crazy. I shift my attention to another bag, and another, and another. I almost lose hope. Rage was within me I felt like throwing the bags out of my sight. 'Where did it go?!', the question came back repeatedly. I lost touch.

Was it my fault? I've never left it behind, never. It was always by my side wherever I go. Even at work. I didn't even get to look at it for the last time. I tried recalling of its' whereabouts. I was very, very sure of its' location where I last left it. It was in the bag. The black colored Baleno bag I bought 4 years ago. How could it possibly dropped out?! Unless someone took it away. It wasn't any precious looking object. Not at all!

Nothing can ever replace our sentimental values. Whenever I look at my left hand, a deep scar seems to be staying within. You will be remembered, forever..



The many years we have been through,
The ups and downs that we're so used to,
Now that you're no longer around by my side,
Memories of us will stay until the end of time..

...

"Hao hao seng hei wah lei hai yat gor yao jak yum geh yan. Mun ha ji gei, lei gao ging hai mm hai?" - the voice kept lingering in my head after the conversation. Almost couldn't concentrate on driving due to the fact that the window was winded-down. Is it true? Is the voice telling the truth?

I couldn't believe what I heard throughout the whole conversation. Speechless. I didn't know what to say. Everything around me seems to be so dark. Those eyes I see before me, they were full of emotions, which I myself couldn't resist. There was nothing I can do but to listen and hold on to the tears formed within my eyes. "I have to go.. I don't want to be seen this way..", I told myself. The words, which seemed to pierce through my heart, came in one after another. Before I could do anything, tears came rolling down.

Out of the sudden, a pair of hands came down reaching me and pulled me out from the darkness. I felt warmth and it seems like the rising sun replaced the darkness around me. I kept quiet. I didn't know what to say nor do. All I needed was to be alone. I walked off quietly into the mysterious forest ahead me. I need to seek for answers.

Am I who I really am?